i'm falling sick

gosh help me.. i'm falling sick, my block nose is getting from bad to worse guess i really need to visit the doctor tml. and the worse thing is i got 2 matches this weekend and i wanna go for tp training tml, to see the girls haha. i think i'm starting to like valerie though i've only spoke a little to her during the pimp night, but i really find her cute and pretty although she's short. but of cos, i still can't forget belle. i mean right now, i really enjoy spending time with her. why is that when we're together we never got to do the things we want to do together? maybe cos i was still in ns and time is precious. we wanted to go to the old man's restaurant ages ago but only got a chance to after we broke up. this friday we're going to chinese garden for lantern festival for the first time.

i went for cma cgm interview this morning, spoke to the agm abt the logistics position. it isn't so bad as i thought it was, it isn't entirely out of shipping, still a part of it. the only regret is i put my salary is 1.6k..shit man i really dono which job suits me. oh well don't hold too much hope till pil get back to me then i'm at the bargaining end. and it's pretty far, need to take a bus from harbourfront, but i think got shuttle svc. supposed to meet kimy for lunch but she forgotten all about it, so i went to weston to look at the hockey sticks, man they r so expensive i think i have to spend at $200 on a stick. in the end, i met belle for lunch, we went to eat the wanton mee and then walk around cold storage for the remaining 25min. i guess we really like each other's company now and i do cherish the moments when i'm with her, maybe cos we don't meet often so we have a lot to talk about. sigh, but i don't think we'll ever be together again. if it's only about us i can change but it's also about my family so things are pretty complicated.

i had sometime to spare before driving lesson so i hung around orchard library and borrowed a clive cussler book, it's been i think 2 years since i read his book already. i totally stopped reading after i enlisted, mostly just economist during the 1st year and some army books after that. i revised my test routes today, things went on quite well but i think i'll fail cos of careless mistakes if this was a test. i like this instructor, soft spoken so i won't feel stressed. this is like the 3rd time i kana him in the last 5 times.

really hope i'm in good condition to play this weekend. i need to train myself for the semis, gain back sharpness and score some goals to maintain some momentum so that i'll peak in time.