another lost

didn't sleep well last night.. was thinking abt her the whole night, what's wrong with me. went to cdc after lunch, i kana the 10th mono scout as instructor again, i feel comfortable with him and driving on weekends feels more relaxed, less cars and the instructors wearing polo tee also makes the atmosphere more relaxing. we went through 4 test routes today, just nice i'm able to do the last 3 the next lesson. but i don't even know when is my next lesson, more than 1 mth away.. hahah!

had a 1930 game against khalsa today, lost to them 3-0 again, we played well but mistakes made them look good. lucky ashwin came back today so we have 11.. and more penetration up front. i played at right back the whole game, somehow i perform better at the back this season, i can't play forward against younger teams, they're much faster than me. i think i played quite well just that second goal i didn't put my stick down resulting in the goal. thinking of which i probably should have stick with the man instead eh.. if the keeper didn't kick it straight at him it would be another story. my hitting was terrible today, i only hit twice today and i missed both, sheesh. there was this one time this guy tried to jinx the ball over my stick when we going for a 50-50 ball, i stopped it with my stick slightly above the ground, experience counts! other than that, i really never ran so much throughout the whole season before man.. usually at forward i won't even receive the ball, at the back u need to follow the speed of the player.. good workout today. maxi brought his half thai half english girl to watch the game, i would be embarrassed if i were him. but thank god she isn't singaporean so can't really call her a spg. i was really hoping to see val today but too bad she didn't come, i also knew she wouldn't lah.. she come for what.

sian tomorrow need to go down to pil to sign the appointment letter, after that get present for mum. i wanted to go down for tp training tml but they're having dinner out. i just want to knock about preparing for my semis but they didn't seem happy cos sunday to tues i'll be playing hockey. if i play tml.. i'll be playing on mon, tue, thur, fri, sat, sun. 6 times a week! kevin told me he is still considering putting me in the scc 6s, i'm really crossing my fingers to break into the squad.