scc 6s

i spent fri-sun totally busy and shagged out with hockey and entertainment, didn't really see my home at all, at least didn't have people to nag at me..haha. friday we had interport agst royal bangkok sports club, they were an easy team so we won 3-0. me, jonathan, ashwin just went there to warm up and get used to the pitch for the scc 6s on the weekend. we had drinks and dinner at night and made some friends along the way with the thai team.. even got to know LTC Bromwich. i couldn't join them at dxo cos i was in shorts and needed to rest for the next day, i'll be playing the whole day.

saturday- it was a great day, i finally have the privilege to play in the 6s this year, at last not a helper anymore. but i think i'm really there just to make up the numbers cos the seniors don't wanna play.. feel kinda sad too but my main concern was to get attention from val. i thought i could do smtg but i'm just a complete failure, i never had a chance to do it. i just couldn't find the chance to get close to her, and i didn't even had a good excuse to cos the tp ppl were always around her and i don't want to arouse suspicion until i'm confident about it. i was so disheartened when i didn't see her in the morning, i was so sure she would be there cos she is part of the committee. just when i thought i was wrong she appeared, i couldn't believe it but she didn't say hi to me but sean. how did they even get to know each other when i don't even know her. i was so happy when she asked me if i wanted ice cream but too bad i was in the middle of a game. however, when i went to buy it she was busy with some other stuff i didn't even get to see her face. damn! is it because fate isn't on my side? i sat far away from her during dinner, i thought all of them were going to zouk so i went along, with the reason that she'll be there and also cos i promised bromwich that i'll be there. sadly, she didn't go. i wasted my cash on zouk that i stayed for just 1.5hrs in. when i was in the bus i was still fantasizing about how we'll sit by the padang watching sunset..sigh. i thought sunday she'll turn up but again it was false hopes. this time i really won;t have a chance anymore unless she does turn up next sat to watch my semis. i really hope to have her support.