it's bloody 1.30am and i'm still not asleep yet despite waking up so early in the morning. guess it's the hockey, i finally let out some steam and sweat like crazy today before the it started to pour like crazy. went down to shaw plaza mac with jon, kok chin, logar.. we just sat there giving precious adv to jon how to break up with dominique.. evil evil. he nva really loved her.. that's a big mistake.. shouldn't even have gone out with her.
today i felt really really happy.. something which i always wanted to do.. to make a godiva ice blended for sherlyn.. i finally did it! i've been dragging since xmas thinking if i should just buy it for her.. in the end i decided to learn it. of cos she didn't know i learnt it for her.. neither does she know i've been wanting to do this for so long.. neither does she know how much braincells and effort i used in my first attempt in blending drinks. after perfecting the recipe, i spent 3 times practicising.. this morning was so rush i didn't have time to really taste it but the proportion was the same then it should be ok. i knew she would love it.. being a dark choc fan.. godiva is the best.. i just wanted to impress her.. if i could melt her heart that's even better (i wonder if i did though) haha. isn't pretty obvious i like her? if any day the sign wasn't obvious.. today it is. another problem is logistics.. how best to blend the drink and deliver it so it won't melt.. and i needed to go early so i don't get caught.. but what if there is ppl in the office alr? in the end it was all smooth.. but i had to drag myself out of bed at 6am..dammit. i left her a note.. at that point.. i realise i completely lost my mind. i never chased a girl.. i never did such a thing to a girl who isn't my gf.. hard to believe but i did. only the cleaner was around.. but the door was locked.. i thought dammit no surprise.. so i walked off thinking just my luck.. BUT i realised the meeting room door was open to i walked back and placed the flask on her table.. i was like "YES AH!!".. hahhaha. i kept looking at my watch thinking when will she come in.. will she even msg me..? will she be put off by my gesture? she msged me saying i was very sweet and she loved the drink.. that's what i wanted to hear.. that she loved it.. i was so proud i did this.. i wonder what she thinks of me.. at least i hope she thinks abt me tonight.. i'm thinking of her every second it's driving me insane..esp when i'm driving.. feel like some drama king..haha. a small step it may be.. it's just the beginning.. and as the saying goes.. u reap what u sow.
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