civilian transition

didn't rest the whole day yesterday after guard duty. went str8 home then slept for around 1.5hrs before leaving home for the oceantankers interview. it went ok.. i don tink i stand a chance with the chartering post.. the crewing one seemed interesting but i tink the hr lady muz be thinking how come i keep changing my mind.. first chartering then crewing.. they didn't call me today i also dono if i got in.. sigh if i don't get in i'll be very dissapointed. at least i had frens who had worked there before and shermain is working temp over there. i think crewing is ok.. at least i interact with crew and not customers so it isn't that bad.. and also hotels, airlines etc which i like to do.

i was late for driving for 20min man.. dad fetched me to and fro the interview.. so nice man. i apologised to the instructor.. i mean i came down from tuas wad. today my engine was vibrating alot man.. but ok lah it was pretty alright.. my engine stalled a couple of times. the worst part is he chopped only one column for me man.. dammit tat cost arnd $30 man.. i though maybe i turned up late tats y.

went straight down to orchard to meet wc,sc,kg,raymond for ktv.. it was last min planned on wed while doing our ffi. not bad tat 5 ppl turned up. alot of hot chicks at the ktv today man.. i dono wad happened to my voice.. sang damn badly today. wc seemed to be doing very well and getting along with his colleagues quite well.. while i haven even got a job yet man.. why was it so easy for him yet my interviews were so tough? we sang till 11pm then left.. was so tired.. barely slept the previous night.. my shift was 2-6 and i only slept at 12.

while waiting to send arms.. i packed my barang barang.. gonna leave this sad place called mandai hill camp next wk oredi.. i packed my unused LPV pouches and standby items into my field pack.. and brought it home. my boots and those issued items including sbo were packed into my duffel bag so that i'll bring it home after the parade. dono how am i gonna bring home everything.. i'm still left with uniforms, medicine, sandals, pt shoes.. and some other small items.. it's gonna be crazy but lucky got car man.