had to book in to camp after 2 long weeks away from camp.. it seems such a foreign place now.. haha. anyway, the purpose of booking in was to attend some orns talk at ITI, our home for the next 10 yrs can u believe it?
we left camp around 7am.. it's been a long time since i wore my no.4 i wondered if i could still fit in it..haha! we had a total of 4 talks spanning till around 1500h.. siong to the max.. though some of the info are available in the ns portal.. this brief actually elaborates much more through the army fitness centre, mobilisation, deferment, etc. i must say the stereotype that reservist is a walk in a park is really bullshit. 7 high keys in 10 yrs.. besides that there is still ippt every year.. really no difference just that we got to be more dependent on ourselves to train up. imagine that, training gets tougher as you get older.. it isn't a very balanced equation ladies and gentlemen. but of cos, at least its something to look forward to.. catching up with old buddies and once again suffer together.. creating memories once again. the part that i like is they were keen on striking off precious waiting time to get into training proper as soon as possible, and all these refresher courses are done within our low key period. our lunch was suppose to be at the iti cookhouse but some of us went to the canteen instead, did not get to try the food over there. it was raining very heavily for abt half a day.. making the day even more depressing and cold.
as we went back to camp, csm told us that we need to book in on friday to go for the army open house.. i was like wtf.. i'm getting out of this place in a few days already and you still ask me to do such things when i'm on leave.. really felt like kicking him in the face man.
left camp arnd 1830 for training.. just nice i reached there around1945. warmed up doing some dribbling.. the ball just couldn't stick to my stick like before.. and i can't hit the ball to hard cos my hand is still pain from the bloody fall during tp training 2wks ago. we had some match and attach v defence.. i really sucked.. though i got the running into space part.. i just couldnt control the ball anymore.. and i missed an open goal.. what's happening to me! i keep thinking and thinking.. i just can't tell why.. isit the long lay off prob or confidence? the lay off shld b off by now i guess.. i've been training for arnd a mth now. sigh sigh sigh.. what am i to do.. evrything is not going well.. and that stupid stick of mine i think its gonna spoil oredi so i won't bother modifying it.. oh well probably i should just get the grip and tape just to standby it as a reserve. gonna go peninsula with jonathan next friday to look at sticks.. probably will just get one from there.
that's not the worst part. i lost my jobun lighter that apro shared as my birthday gift a few years ago.. it's a damn expensive lighter and a darn good one loh.. i rem lighting up at ccab but i just can't find it there.. damn the person who picked it up. so heartbreak man.. left with my bruce lee lighter now.. and there's no gas.. oh well at least that's a consolation i still have a spare.
just ate 2 packets of instant noodles for dinner cum supper.. shit man so sinful.. what to do hungry what.. okok i will work hard these few weeks. guard duty tomorrow.. fuuuckkk i'm gonna jiak zua.. fuck 1 sir.
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