Happy 23rd Birthday to ME

Happy birthday to me! i'm one yr older and officially 23 yrs old now. i left my bloody glasses with faye last night so i needed to wear contact lens to work.. at least look more handsome and tanned lah..haha.. everyone must be thinking why i wear contact lens loh.

just went to work as normal, trying to catch up with the emails on monday and the forecast, thankfully i think my pekarang should be full because of the 3 day delay. i felt like a centre of attraction.. people wishing me happy birthday and all.. the best part was when i went down to smoke.. when i came up i saw linda on my place with pris and shu ee lighting up the candles.. hahah i wanted to make myself scarce since they wanted to surprise me but in the end i just saw them lighting the candles loh. i thought it was a few of them but it ended quite a lot of ppl came over to sing me a birthday song. in previous years it was more like i planned my own birthday but this time it felt memorable, it's like people remember me..not many people remember me. the whole red sea team came over, so did people from australia. i felt happy. at least this yr was better than last year where i spent my birthday recovering from my broken heart.. belle did leave me an advanced birthday msg which i felt wasn't really sincere. but she did talk to me on msn wishing me. i dono why.. we just started talking serious, about stress and all.. then she became uphappy. seriously, it's a good thing we broke up cos i think it will come a point i won't be able to stand her.. she just changed so much.. she took me for granted. probably others won't see her the way i do.. but i can tell cos i seen her change. it's really sad to see the person u once loved change right before ur eyes.

today william is on leave so it was quite slack.. linda also quite slack when he's not around.. sometimes just reading newspapers.. haha. went for lunch with linda, kenny, bj, yk, phyllis at beppu ramen.. this is the first time i had lunch with her loh.. it's quite weird actually..haha. i didn't even want phyllis to turn up but suck thumb loh.. argh jus can't stand her face.. she's so xiao jie kind when she looks so independent.

i left on the dot.. my eyes so tired from looking at the screen with contacts the whole day. went for training.. today's training is good.. we didn't play full pitch but i dominated the play which is what i like, sometimes i do have that kind of form.

i didn't want to be alone on my birthday so i met kimy after training, honestly i felt really touched kimy would wait for me. i was feeling dead tired myself. so i met her at beancurd city at nee soon.. we just chatted and chatted.. most of the time about her complicated love life.. why doesn't anyone ask me about mine? i waited one whole day.. hoping the person who i wish to receive a msg from would msg me but she didn't. did she forget about me? i just felt really upset.. because just last week i asked her out to spend it with me but now she forgot. i'm not so childish to get upset over not being wished. it's really disappointing to have done something for her, talk to her everyday, let her be the one to spend ur bday with yet she doesn't remember you at all. that's my problem. the last msg i received from weicai i sooo wished it was her but it wasn't.. let's just say i gave up hope.

again i sent kimy home.. i was trying so hard to find a bloody petrol kiosk but in the end closed..wth.. came home slept at 2am. did i enjoy my birthday? let's just say.. it can be so much better :)